~~Vent~~

Should have seen it coming,
Should have walked out the door;
I wish I was bit more cunning,
I wish at times I could just ignore!

When with you, I was never naive,
But nor did I have a crooked mind;
With you I just wanted a happy life,
Leaving in oblivion, the dark memories behind!

When I told you I'll always love you,
I meant it every fucking time;
So when you met him while still being with me,
Did you tell him the same fucking line?

And now you're bloody stalking me,
To see how the fuck I'm doing?
Well, I'm much better off, thank you!
With you, I was surely down the path of ruin!

I thank my Lord, he saved my skin,
From the evil tentacle of yours,
And Karma will get you soon,
(if it hasn't already)
And make you run out of your tears!!!

Just Once

Let me take you in my arms just once,

Let me let out all my pain, all my tears,

Let me kneel before you for one last dance,

Just give me the strength to face all my fears;

In you smile I have seen my future,

I your touch my whole world too;

This stupid heart will be forever ignorant,

But with every beat, it will forever love you;

The love you have, I know, will never be mine,

The heart you have will forever be his;

I’m not asking you to love me back babes,

Just let me tell ‘I love you so’, just let me tell this one last time!

Leave

Of all the things I've lost in time…

Of all the things that were taken away;

Of all the sleepless nights I spent dreaming of you…

Of all your memories that were forsaken today...

I won’t kneel down for one last dance…

Rather I’ll live... With mistakes I’m responsible for;

Believing in lies like truth in a trance,

The adamant fool keeps asking for more!

And I might also just leave without a word…

And I might never say what’s been already said;

Standing on the crossroads of a life that’s absurd…

Seeing your face in the rear-view, as it starts to fade!

Your eyes, they say a lot more, than you do at times…

My mind reasons with doubt, but it makes no sense!

In innocence, it skips a beat every now and then...

My heart, it sings a different rhyme,
My heart, it sings a different rhyme!

Happily Lost

And once we had it all...
Sunny days and breezy nights;
In-between the thousand thoughts we shared...
And amidst the countless silly fights.

Love I knew started with you...
And lingered in spaces between you & I;
In smile of yours, in your fleeting glance...
And love was there in your complaining eyes.

Of all the things I have lost in life...
I miss your sweet and tender touch the most;
Love, they say, can lead you home...
Or in the path of love, you can be happily lost!!

~Castle of Sand~

(an abrupt end)

A broken heart, a battered soul...

A delusional mind, spinning out of control...

Things I say, the paths I walk...

The righteous kill, the failing luck...

It’s always changing, the unstoppable time…

And changes with it, my curious mind…

Castles of sand in ruins of past…

My never failing positivity, and life is just…

Love is kind, and so are you...

With you silently there, I can make it through…

You, You again, in my dreams I find…

In the darkest corners, in the complexity of my mind…

The different mood of yours…
The mischievous glint in your eye…
Your naughty stupid laugh…

Your never-fading beautiful smile!

Stay with me…

Come take my hand…

Even if only in my dreams…

Even if it’s only a castle of sand! 

~There You Are~

There you are, just right there…

Amidst the crowd, I see you now…

There you are, standing out…

A smile so innocent, that’s you without a doubt…

I see you standing, smiling at me…

A million people passes, but you are the only one I see…

There you are, I've found you now…

Come take my hand, you’re all that I need…

A long time has passed, and I missed you so…

I missed your touch; I missed your smile…

So much so that I forgot, you are no more mine…

But there you are, and that very smile…

And why did I lose, and why you were not there?

I ask myself, but the next moment you smile at me…

And amidst the crowd, you are all that I see…

Because there you are, like you always were…

And there you will be, always, forever…

There you are, in my dreams …

There you are, in my dreams!!!

~My Chubby Girl~

My Chubby Girl

            All red and blue

Your chubby cheeks

            And brand new shoe

I love the way you look at me…

I love the weirdest things you do…

I love your frown, hey bumble bee…

But I don’t get why you hate Winnie the Pooh!!!

My Chubby Girl

            In shades of brown

Your cute fat nose

            Your shining frown

Most of the time you fight without a reason…
I don’t even know how to retaliate back…

You love to bash me up, blaming me with treason…

And I feel like a Koala in a potato sack!!!

My Chubby Girl

            You look great in green

Your adolescent smile

            And that double chin

You lose your temper just like that…

Your face turns red; it’s funny to see…

But you never lose it when I call you fat…

You have a heart of gold and brain at your knee!!!