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for Clody

So now you're happy, living the life you always wanted..
Away from the pain, the drama, the inflicted choices..
Away from the conflicts of his adamant mind and rational yours..
Away from the fear of consequences, from which you were once haunted..

You made your choice; you walked away with your new-found love
And yes you left all the past behind..
The good the bad, the blue, the red..
The anger, the anguish, the urgency to live, to be found and to find..

And while you were busy straightening up your life,
You forgot a tiny little speck on one corner of your mind,
The only thing you once said was worth living for,
The doormat of your mind, the ceiling, and the purple floor..

The vision was blurry with my teary eyes,
And I stood and watched you wipe out everything we ever had,
All the truth and faith that grew in-between us..
Even the misconceptions that we thought were lies..

So now you're happy, living the life you always wanted..
Away from the fear of consequences, from which you were once haunted..
But tell me have you got that you once always dreamt for?
You, me, the cosy little room and the purple floor!!

~~You 'N' Me~~
 
You and me, we're not that different after all...
You jump from the ledge and baby i take the fall...

You play in the rain, as thunder makes me smile...
You see faces in the clouds, but i see you there all the while...

You love the open field, I like the endless sky...
I know you too wish, if both of us could fly...

Your face turns red, baby when you get mad...
And red are my fists, 'cause I punched the wall dead...

There thousand other things that I can add to this list...
But how do I write when you are busy taking care of my fist!!

~Coffee gone cold~

I remember the last time we held each others hand,
I remember the last time I saw you glance,
The last smile, the last fight...
The last time I held you tight...

I remember the last time I slept on your lap,
I remember your so called 5-hour 'power nap'!
The way your fingers ran through my hair,
You scratched me with a broken nail...you did I swear!

I remember the last time we danced in the rain,
The very next day how my whole body was in pain.
The warmth of your touch, of late that I missed,
How the time stood still every-time we kissed.

I remember the early winter mornings by your side,
Blanket wrapped up in your terrace, we sat up all night;
How the sun rose and how we kissed,
The hot coffee later and the cookies that I missed.

I remember the day the coffee went cold,
I waited for you no matter what my friends told.
Didn't sleep, didn't eat, just kept staring at the gate,
I waited for you all day, I waited for you till late.

Some say you left 'cause our love was too much to take,
But what we had was all good, or did you think it was all fake?
I once promised you, I will never cry if you ever leave,
Taking each day as it comes, I remember the promises I have to keep!